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Originally Posted by Magali 
So true that it is depressing. I am a SAHM and I wonder if it would be a little better at least if I was working cause like you said I would have no choice but to perk up. As it is, most days for the past 3 weeks I've spent in bed or on the couch just feeling gross.
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I've only been feeling really rotten for 5 days or so now so the real depression hasn't set in yet but I remember it clearly from being preg with DS. I hate to admit this but I actually hoped for a miscarriage most days for almost five months. It just felt so WRONG to feel so awful. I couldn't be happy about the pregnancy at all and I swore I would never ever get preg again. This made me so sad because I'd always wanted lots of kids. Thank goodness months 7 & 8 were some of the best times of my life so I still have happy pregnancy memories.
I definitely feel better when I'm busy at work. Not that being at home isn't busy (I was a SAHM until two months ago), it's way busier most of the time, but if I was at home with just one child, I would definitely have the option of lying on the couch feeling miserable. I have a lot of sick days saved up at work, probably enough to take off the next 4-5 weeks and so get me through the worst. DH wants me to do this but I think it would be much harder. And I would feel so guilty - either for leaving DS at daycare when I'm at home, or for keeping him home but then only being a grumpy lump of a mum. However, I think at work I use a lot of energy trying to act normal that I'm absolutely wasted by the end of the day and evenings are a write-off.
Can't win I guess. Just have to wait it out and try to stay positive.
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