Hello Beautiful Ladies,Here's an update for me....things are a little clearer as to why my dh and I have had trouble concieving.
I recently had a hysterscopy and laproscopy. The doctor who did my surgery is my specialist that dh and I have been seeing. He told dh that I have stage 4 endometrisis and that it was pretty bad. It was all over my organs and rectum. So he took out all of the endometrisis and now my organs will have a chance to recover. However I need to be on birthcontrol for a few months so it doesn't grow back and so that my body will have a chance to "rest" before I can get pregnant. As soon as I get off bc I will have meds to stimulate my ovaries and dh and I will try to become pregnant before the endometrisis begins to grow back. This is something I will have for the rest of my life. I will meet with my specialist in about 2 weeks to discuss further what he found during the surgery. So, that's pretty much all. It feels good to finally know what's going on with my body. At the same time I will know more when I meet with my doctor in a few weeks.
I am asking you to share your endo stories with me. What was it like, how did you become pregnant (if you have been blessed with that), or how are you coping? Please share! I would love to hear your journey.
P.S. Meanwhile, in my life I've gotten to a point where I've given it up to God. I no longer focus on it (pregnancy or the loss of our pregnancy)everyday. I try not to get down. I've started attending a bible study and putting God in that void in my heart where I want a baby. It's been a long time since I've been able to say that. I just want to do God's will. Because I've tried it "my way" and it doesn't work. God's plan is much bigger and better than my plan.
luv ya sisters!





