aching womb... selfish?

[SaraBravo]

God has blessed me with 2 amazing children from my 1st dh a beautiful 3 yo dd and a handsome 2 yo ds. God has blessed me with a wonder love and 2. Handsome stepsons. 7 and 8. Yet I am not settled. Is this selfish? So many don't have any children. I have 4. And yet my womb is aching and aching for so many more children with my so. He is a wonderful man. The most amazing man I have ever met. When I think of what a true man is that's him in everyway. Everytime I look at him I long for his children. Am I selfish for this? Should I dare ask God to bless my family again? I don't feel too worthy of so many blessings and feel like I shouldn't get my hopes up because god has already blessed me so many times and has no reason to bless me again. I mean I am not a bad person but I don't feel worthy of so many blessings n my lifetime. But should he chose 2 bless us yet again with a beautiful child of his there shall not be a moment when we stop singing his praise.
Tell me I am not selfish for asking so much of god...
Does anyone else ttc feel "selfish" or that they r wanting to much from God?

[Tara2]

Sara- yes! i have felt selfish for wanting more. We are blessed with 3 wonderful children,the oldest is 9 the youngest is 16 months. We have decided to start TTC for at least one more very soon, perhaps next month. I have felt the womb aching of which you speak, which I never expected to feel again, let alone after 3. I feel better lately, but have struggled with feeling selfish for wanting more LOs when we are already so blessed. Almost like it might jinx what we already have, if that makes sense. Maybe it is asking too much, in my case, so I will be thrilled if it happens and if it doesn't I will be thankful every day for the beautiful we already have. It's not in my hands.