Right now I'm feeling really guilty. This is a really busy week at my dh's work, so he's working more hours and doesn't have off the days he usually has off (Tuesday and Thursday). I really wanted to get out in the nice spring weather with the kids. I started some beans, pumpkins, and tomatoes in those little jiffy starter things. They're growing like crazy and ready to be planted outside. I have been thinking about it all day. I just can't go do it. I walked out to the dining room where they are and could barely breathe. Bending down to plant them probably isn't going to work well. My oldest dd is "training to be a babysitter", as she puts it. She's trying to make money to buy a new bike, so she begs me to let her watch her younger siblings. Taking them out to play, reading to them, coloring with them, etc. I've been letting her do that the past few days. I just feel like such a slug not being able to go out and play with them.