coming out of hidingHi all,
I have a terrible confession to make, I have been lurking around for a couple of weeks, something which I don't usually do because I think it is kind of creepy but I like some of the rest of you have been very nervous about posting here.
I have been TTC for about 15 months now and have had two early m/c's.
I have also had the weird feeling that posting might jinx something.
I am pretty sick but nothing I can't handle. My energy levels are sapped though. All I want to do is sit around and you can tell by the looks of our place.
The symptoms reassure me though. I worry on a day when I wake up feeling well. nuts huh?
I talked to my midwife today and she also told me that I need to relax and embrace the pregnancy. My first prenatal with my midwife is next Wednesday. I am very excited as this will be my first homebirth if all goes well.
Oh well I just thought I would add my name to the ranks. I look forward to knowing you all.