Amen.
Before I was a Deadhead, I was a hardcore Beatle freak. My folks still have my Beatles collection in a closet ... including the literally thousands of pictures that I used to wallpaper my wall ... and that's no exaggeration, there was no exposed wall on three walls of my bedroom, entirely covered with Beatles, from about 6th grade through high school ...
:sigh
This is going to sound weird, but ... last year the Dakota (the building John&Yoko lived in ... Yoko's still there ...) did some renovations, including putting down new sidewalk on the 72nd Street side. Walking past it the first time and seeing that they had jackhammered up & carted away the sidewalk where he was shot made me feel ... kind of violated.
Is that weird?
It's such a loss.
Remembering being away at college (Buffalo, NY) when he was killed, and getting phone calls all through the night from friends from my youth ... condolence calls ...

Used to take my babies to Strawberry Fields often, to hang out ... the last time I was there was 9/11/02, figuring that on the 1st anniversary of 9/11 it would be a good place to meditate and be calm ... and was horrified to see the place overrun with rats
in the bright sunshine of the morning. Complained to the city about that ... don't know if they've done anything to clean it out ... was so skeeved that I haven't been back since ...
Just rambling.
It would have been so nice to age with John, you know? To see him age, I know it would have been with so much depth and insight for all of us ...

