This thread helps a bit, I was so annoyed with DH today for a dumb reason. I asked him to go put newspapers in the recycling bin for me and come back so we could work on the dinner list for the week. He gives me a hard time about it and I just need the papers out of my room and tell him so. So he goes and then does not come back for a long time leaving me waiting on him and grumpy and then when he comes back he says he was picking something up to make his going to put the papers away worth the trip to the other room.... COME ON NOW!
I wanted to scream, to break something, not like me at all. Finally I just asked him to cuddle with me while we make the lists together.
I really don't like eating these days with how low carb I have to be for the blood sugar numbers I need to stay low risk. It is bothering me so much. Between the heart burn and painful gas I hadly sleep. I was up at 3am last night in a warm bath just to get the pain to be a bit less.
I keep telling myself I can do this and that baby will run the house when she comes and who knows if sleep will be more or less and recovering from the birth might not be as easy as I think it will be and having to take special care of my female parts and what if breastfeeding does not go smoothly how much I might cry over that again (as I have my other babies) and for now I think I can more than do past my due date when I get to thinking this way. Not to mention I am simply not ready.
I feel for you though, not too much longer now and you will hold your sweet one!