I'm in a phase where I am on the left end of 0-4.
I usually cannot finish a shower without dd waking. And I have recently finished a shower, put on lotion, dressed and discovered when I remove the hair towel that I forgot to rinse out my conditioner.
In fact, yesterday (Sunday), I was making homemade bread, burritos and fettucini all at the same time (for eating later) and dh had the nerve to call (from the kitchen rocking chair) "Come in here, she's angry."
I ignored him, pretending I could not hear him,finished up my work, and then went in and nursed her. Grrr...
My dh works 50-60 hours/week in a factory. I feel guilty enough about that, knowing how much he hates it, that I just could not ask for time regularly. I know it's wrong...
I feel owned by everyone but me. At home, it's a constant struggle to keep them fed healthful food, keep the diapers washed and put away, keep the toys from tripping us. At work, it's a struggle to put enough hours in, even if the hours I work are extraordinarily productive. And I am always in one place or the other. And my MDC time, even though I grab it 10minutes at a time, is a guilty pleasure.