hesperia doesnt post here much but she stays busy on the no stressors thread. she said something so beautiful, i hope she doesnt mind that i am sharing it here. you know, as we get to dpo 11 or 12, we all start saying things like, well, i think af is on her way, i dont have much hope for this cycle, i think im out, and all that. it's really hard to let yourself feel the hope! i love what she said....
Originally Posted by Hesperia
Anyways, it doesn't matter if I am or I am not pregnant, I don't have to feel silly for being filled with hope. I've been wrong before, and it doesn't harm me. I've been blocking out my feelings for a while to protect myself, trying to protect myself from myself, if that makes sense. But, this is a journey, our journey. Sure, it is only cycle 9, but the length doesn't matter, I remember the first cycles being more painful than it is now, doesn't matter how long you've been trying, it is your journey.
i love that!