breastfeeding and ppd...

[D'smomma]

Hi I haven't been on here in a while so I'll reintroduce myself... My name is Kate, I'm a 40 y/o mom of 5 ages 21years to my latest 8 month old. I found this site after some issues with vaccines in my nearly 5 yo ds.

My issue now is I'm currently breastfeeding my 8 month old.. and I intend to for another year or more (my past breastfeeding history has normally lasted for about 2 1/2 to close to 3 years). I know I'm suffering from PPD there is no question. Its bad - the worst I've ever had it. Ive never felt so down. I lack the will power to do anything and I hate it. I hate existing like this.

I finally decided to see my family dr. Where I was promptly told to wean - NOW! I refused! so I was told I can recieve NO treatment! I wasted $20 in copays!!! left the drs office perplexed... I know I need something and there has to be an option besides just weaning for me.
I don't know what I'm looking for exactly... I guess reasurance or advice... I'm sure something could have been offered.

Im also having issues with my back and asked for something there and again I was turned down. There is nothing I can be given for pain relief besides tylenol... which doesn't work. No biggie on the pain relief I can do what I've been doing ice/heat.... but the pain does nothing to help the depression.
Any advice would be appreciated.

[PatioGardener]

I'm so sorry that your physician is ignorant about breastfeeding! There are many medications that are compatible with breastfeeding. I suggest you ask in the PPD forum http://mothering.com/discussions/forumdisplay.php?f=28 for ideas - and maybe even in finding your tribe for a breastfeeding friendly (and less ignorant) physician in your area.

[D'smomma]

Ok thanks I'll ask in the ppd forum. Thank you again

[mommajb]

Also, a local IBCLC or LLL leader should have access to Hale's Medications and Mother's Milk where a specific medicine can be looked up with regards to lactation safety. They can also help you decide how best to communicate your needs to your health care providers. It is very possible to treat your ppd and physical pain and still nurse your little one.

[sparklett]

As someone who has BTDT, I can say that YES there are meds you can take. You should also be taking mega-doses of omegas to help with the PPD. For the back pain, have you looked into acupuncture and herbs? I'm doing acupuncture for a medical issue and it's working great. A nice alternative to meds while BFing.