So... just an update.
I am feeling a billion times better. Which means that, while I still feel like I've been riding a tilt-a-whirl most of the time and need a nap by 2, I am feeling no where near as freaked out and overwhelmed as I was 6 weeks ago. I think we're going to be OK. I don't know how Waldorf we'll be-- I have the Learn at Home books for my kids and Story of the World for Michael-- but I'm OK with it. It's just for a season, and, as Donna Simmons says at the very beginning of her kindergarten book, homeschooling is, first and foremost, about relationships.
We're officially starting next week. We did give T4L a 3 week trial, but it just wasn't working for us. I have all my paperwork finished and I'm hoping we'll get 8 good weeks in this summer so we can take 2 months off when the babies come if we need to.
Thank you all for your kind words and support. I honestly don't know what I would do without the mamas on this board!