That's the thing: I want a longer labor, because I've had a 2 hour labor before and don't want to wind up with the possibility of being unassisted.
I mean, I am at 2-3cm and had a decent amount of bloody show today. And I have done a similar pattern in the past, with one day of prodromal BS, going to bed overnight and having a baby the following afternoon. I'm just really down. At least I didn't have my midwife come out. Then I'd have felt really stupid.
Guess we can be Too Awesome For April together, y'all!