Your son looks radiant. Literally as if he's glowing. There is no harm to him. No ill affects on him. He's showing me a dresser. There is something in this dresser that is something you keep that is a reminder of him. So I would assume this dresser is in your home. He's pointing at it and showing me to bring you confirmation that he is still around. He's with you, he loves you and he doesn't miss you b/c he is very much still with you...but he knows you miss him. He knows how much you still cry for him. I know how much you still cry. I know you try to put on the good face for family and friends and especially your other young children. But I can see that your heart is broken in too. And I'm sorry. I'm very very sorry. But please do know that your son is still by your side. In fact, he must've been a mama's boy b/c he clings to you still. Do you ever feel him or smell him? B/c it seems to me like he does try to make his presence known. Just with a breeze on your skin or his scent wafts by. He is very attached to you still. Still your lil man. He knows you only made the best decisions you could at the time. He knows you never meant him any harm. It wasn't your fault and you need to let that go.