I am having a very difficult time sticking to my diet resolutions. For 3 days, I counted calories on MyPlate, but on the 4th day, I'd had enough. I woke up tired and wiped out and just wanted FOOD!!! So I ate. Whatever I wanted, but I still didn't eat any junk food and tried to keep the simple carbs down to a minimum. Then yesterday, I thought, OK, time to get back on the wagon, so I recorded my breakfast again, but didn't do so well. I was still feeling exhausted. I ended up walking to the store and buying chocolate. I came home and ate some and you know what? I felt the best I had in days! My mood elevated, I had more energy, the world seemed a better place overall. Maybe I need chocolate?
I am also trying to find a balance within my body. Before I got pregnant, I was dealing with some sort of gastrointestinal problem -- very very tied up with anxiety. Personally, I feel that my adrenals were out of whack, which was causing a host of problems, but unless you have no adrenal function there is no test to confirm that. I had to be so so so careful with what I ate, because my body hated almost everything. I lost a lot of weight (to the point where I was underweight and fighting to keep the pounds on) without wanting to. Because my body wasn't retaining much of the food I was eating, I had very little energy. When I got pregnant, I suddenly could eat whatever I wanted and my body loved almost everything. I gained 50 pounds during that time, and the first ten pounds of that just took me up to a normal (on the low side) BMI again. Anyway, I'm starting to notice some of those symptoms coming back again. I want to lose the weight, but I do not want to lose it the way I did before. And I don't want to have to control my food so closely anymore either, because the food itself becomes an anxiety issue, and a way to try and control the anxiety by controlling what I put in my body. There is no question in this comment, I guess...just airing my concerns. I just want to be healthy. I had hoped that this pregnancy would "reset" my body, but maybe not. Anyway, thanks for listening!