•TTC #1 in Our 30's May Thread• May Mothers Day Bring Mother's Dreams!• - Page 11

[~Adorkable~]

Wow that great on those numbers! I'll have to look up the gene thing I hear a number of women talk about it but never really understood what it is, does it pose and large unfixable risk to you or baby?

[Newbian Mama]

Wow Jenne, talk about doubling Looks like you have a strong, sticky bean in there. Tu es très enceinte

[AmandaMom]

Jenne - Great numbers! And when it comes to me, your thoughts and advice are always solicited. Thanks for the info on Femara. I will see what doc says. I can use all the help I can get!

AFM, there is good news and bad. Good news: I don't think I missed my ovulation after all. Bad news: I still haven't ovulated, and I'm not sure if/when I will. I'm currently on CD22. Though my last several cycles have been less than 35 days, it is not unheard of for me to have a 7-week cycle. Is it worth it to keep using the OPK's? I had small amounts of EWCM this cycle, but not in the past couple of days. All my signs of impending O have disappeared. Not sure what to do. This whole ordeal has me going out of my mind, so I took a few minutes today to sit in what will become the baby's room. I told myself that I will get pregnant and have this baby right when I am supposed to. I told myself to trust my body and trust the process. It's just hard sometimes.

[Blanca78]

Amanda. That must be so hard. I FINALLY O'd yesterday (CD22 for me) and it is so hard feeling hostage to what your body will or will not do. It's good that you haven't missed it this month, at least. Sitting in the baby's room like you did sounds like a really good idea. Trusting your body and the process is all you CAN do, but I know how hard it is. One of the most difficult things about my molar pregnancy was feeling like my body had let me down. I regained faith in my body, though, when my doctor told me it realized something wasn't right and stopped the molar pregnancy from progressing. Made me feel like I could trust my body again. But it is so difficult to be in limbo--this whole TTC process is nervewracking enough even when things are going like clockwork!

p.s. June thread is up--come on over!