My first baby ended as a loss as a blighted ovum.
I got pregnant soon after, and kind of thought I was going to have a girl. We had a boy. I have always wanted a girl, and really felt a girl presence, but then had my second boy.
I adore my boys and don't necessarily yearn for a girl for girlie stuff.
I am pregnant with my third. Very early in this pregnancy I have come to realize that this baby was the baby I lost in my first pregnancy. And this baby is a girl. She has finally come back to me. So all along, I haven't yearned for a girl. I have yearned for her
I spoke to Intuitive Jamie a while back and she confirmed my thoughts. She added that once we initially conceived her, our baby girl decided that she wanted a different birth order. She wanted big brothers. I really think she has been patiently waiting in the wings for the right time. Or maybe impatiently.
We conceived her 5 days after removing my mirena, without any fertile cervical fluid, or any other signs of fertility.
Our baby girl name for our second pregnancy was Stella Jane.
This time around, we really struggled with finding a name that we both like and felt right. Intuitive Jamie said that she wants the name Silah.
That is so close to Stella, I think. So we were feeling her vibe last pregnancy.
We are pretty sure we are changing it up a bit and naming her Selah (pronounced say
-lah). It is a biblical/musical Hebrew term for taking a pause or waiting. That is what she has done. She decided to wait for the right time to enter into our family.
What a joy this has been for me and it totally makes sense to me.