I'm so sorry mamas! I've lost 3 babies. It never gets any easier. We also suffered a period of almost a year of infertility after starting to TTC (we lost 2 babies in that time period) to get pregnant with this one. I know I will get to hold these babies in heaven though. Big hugs!
Thanks everyone for your kind words.
If there are anymore losses that need to be added to this thread please pm so that I can make sure that all mamas and babies are honored.
I won't be checking in regularly as it is too painful.