
I'm Amanda, I'll be 35 next month. I have a 5yr old ds and dd is almost 3.
I got my BFP yesterday and was lurking around this board today. Apparently I'm going to have kiddo #3 mid February. It wasn't totally planned, but not unwanted. We had just started having the vasectomy talk and I had begun selling off baby stuff. However, I just didn't feel "done", I felt like there was one more baby that needed to come out of me, so we left it mostly to fate, using condoms sometimes or spermicidal foam or films the others. Yeah that stuff doesn't work so well

Anyway, though I wasn't totally thrilled with the idea of another baby yesterday, I feel much better today. In fact, I think I'm starting to feel happy and excited already. I'm not telling my kids yet, I've only told my MIL because I knew she would be totally happy and I needed to hear some positive words, and my neighbour/friend who I do daycare for part time and we walk our boys to school together because I wanted to tell someone else who I know will keep my secret.
I hope my pregnancy is as easy as my others and the birth is easier than the last one, which was even easier than the first. Mostly I hope that this baby is a little easier than the last one, which was much more difficult than the first

I don't think I put her down for her first year, she never slept well, I wore her all.the.time and she SCREAMED every time we put her in the car seat. FINGERS CROSSED

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