I feel you so much.
The baby we're expecting now was a "caught the first PP egg" baby. I hadn't resumed birth control yet b/c I had absolutely NO signs of impending fertility (not to mention I had a baby nursing about a bazillion times around the clock). Looking back it was naive of me, but what's done is done.
I was terrified to tell dh. I thought I might want a 3rd eventually (although not 18 months after our 2nd!), but dh was done, done, done. I had all these terrible scenarios running through my head of what he'd say or do.
He has been more excited than me about it all. I am still, 24 weeks in, dreading having a new baby in the house on top of a high needs toddler. But I know when I see his sweet little face I'll wonder how I ever lived without him. I know it'll be ok, not now, but eventually.
Best of luck!
The baby we're expecting now was a "caught the first PP egg" baby. I hadn't resumed birth control yet b/c I had absolutely NO signs of impending fertility (not to mention I had a baby nursing about a bazillion times around the clock). Looking back it was naive of me, but what's done is done.
I was terrified to tell dh. I thought I might want a 3rd eventually (although not 18 months after our 2nd!), but dh was done, done, done. I had all these terrible scenarios running through my head of what he'd say or do.
He has been more excited than me about it all. I am still, 24 weeks in, dreading having a new baby in the house on top of a high needs toddler. But I know when I see his sweet little face I'll wonder how I ever lived without him. I know it'll be ok, not now, but eventually.
Best of luck!
