Originally Posted by nintendork
Yay! you made it lol. I am so stalking you here btw. I am glad you are finding what works for you with all of this, I can tell it has been stressful for you. Fingers crossed!
Aww, you're too sweet. Ok I'm glad you're gonna stalk me so I know that I have one really super excited person when I finally do post my BFP! haha. :-) How are things going for you? Morning sickness? FATIGUE? anything yet? :-)
Originally Posted by amandasemele
Well AF is due tommorrow of Sun and I am cramping quite a lot.
Figures, I was excited this month! But it's ok I am not out til she shows her face!!!
Hey I just noticed you live in Indiana. I do too. I'm in Indianapolis. What part are you from? And do you know what dr/midwive you're going to use? I'm going with Home4Birth midwives who practice in central/NE central part of the state. They are AWESOME! Well it's nice to see another Indiana "face" around here. lol. HopefulJo was in Indiana too but she got her BFP and has moved on
AFM, my cousin's wedding is today and it's going to be one helluva day. My gma is going and has been resting up all week for this. But, we have to drive 2 hours to get there and it's not going to be over till late so I'm really worried about her. I'm thinking about getting a hotel room tonight where we're going so that we can just stay there and she can stay with us so she doesn't have to make that long drive back home when she's already exhausted. Also, my dad told me before that she has a heart block, but really it's heart blockage. On Monday she's going in for a stress test and scans and then on Tuesday she's going to have a heart catheterization. If they get in there w/ the heart cath and notice that there's excessive buildup they'll go ahead and either put in a stent or do an angioplasty. None of this is really a big deal and doctors perform lots of them so it's not serious, but for my 87 year old grandma it will be epic.... I just feel so badly for her. Since going to the hospital this past Monday she has been so depressed. Her spirit/spunk is totally gone and she hardly even talks anymore. She is either too upset or too tired to speak loudly so even the times she does talk she whispers. This is coming from my grandma who told me not even a week ago that I better call before I come over in case she's found a new boyfriend. haha. Not like she would, she just says crazy things because she's hilarious and has such a great personality. I've not seen any of that since Monday. It's just really hard because I'm wondering if this is a quality of life issue... *sigh* Well, that's about all that's going on here. Well, that and I think I might have pneumonia. lol. How could I forget?? I'm not sure if it's that or pleurisy but either way it hurts so badly to take in normal to deep breaths. It's like when you take a deep breath in the cold. that's the pain I feel. But I have not been sick at all and know that it's from the mold that is growing in our apartment that our property manager refuses to address!! They've been out here 4 times in the last week and keep saying they don't think it's mold. We don't see any (I believe there's a leak behind the wall) but it SMELLS GOD AWFUL! And since it's started I've been weezing more and having that pain when I breathe. If it's not better by tomorrow I'm going to go to the emergency room. Well, I gotta run and get ready. I hope you all are having a great weekend! Please keep me in your prayers for the next few days because honestly I feel like I'm about to lose it. Between not getting into nursing school, my gma's condition, feeling sick and the FUNK that is our apartment I really don't know how much more I can handle.
Have a great day!!