So, I was pretty happy with my chart. I have an obvious thermal shift for the first time ever. Yay! But, of course I can't be happy with that- I want myself a BFP! 
But, as the tww wears on and the bfns rack up, I find myself looking for tell-tales signs of failure...
Today's nagging worry- I know triphasic is good. I know temps continuing to rise post-O is good. However, is the lack of those things bad? Like, does that mean something bad about my progesterone or otherwise?
My temps are just sort of hanging right above coverline. I'm on progesterone supps- 300mg vaginally. If I were pg, wouldn't you expect my temps to be continuing to rise? Basically, I'm scared I'm not pg bc I don't see a continued rise in my temps, just the shift.
Do you think this is valid or am I obsessing about nothing? Please do be honest with me. I think hearing it doesn't look good now will make it easier if I don't have a bfp this cycle, kwim? Time to mentally prepare.
(also, can anyone with the time remind me that lots of women don't get bfps until after 11dpo? MP, are your bfp pics still around somewhere?
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ETA: that 2dpo temp may or may not be accurate- I was a little bit ill. I didn't feel feverish, tho
But, as the tww wears on and the bfns rack up, I find myself looking for tell-tales signs of failure...
Today's nagging worry- I know triphasic is good. I know temps continuing to rise post-O is good. However, is the lack of those things bad? Like, does that mean something bad about my progesterone or otherwise?
My temps are just sort of hanging right above coverline. I'm on progesterone supps- 300mg vaginally. If I were pg, wouldn't you expect my temps to be continuing to rise? Basically, I'm scared I'm not pg bc I don't see a continued rise in my temps, just the shift.
Do you think this is valid or am I obsessing about nothing? Please do be honest with me. I think hearing it doesn't look good now will make it easier if I don't have a bfp this cycle, kwim? Time to mentally prepare.
(also, can anyone with the time remind me that lots of women don't get bfps until after 11dpo? MP, are your bfp pics still around somewhere?
)ETA: that 2dpo temp may or may not be accurate- I was a little bit ill. I didn't feel feverish, tho
the closer I get to that point (or past it) the more I hang on to those extreme miracle cases. At this point I'm hanging on the 0.00000000000000001% chance that at 13dpo my negative blood test is wrong. lol....sorta. 
Hope is quite the mixed blessing, isn't it? Here's to miracle BFPs!!! 
(and you're not even close to needing a miracle one yet, missie. 12dpo is nuthin, I know lots of 13-14dpo BFP ladies. Keep hopin'!)
