...I'm in desperate need of some support and encouragement. 
I'm 42 weeks and the OB has finally scheduled the induction for tomorrow. Luckily I have a doula, and DH and my mom will be there too. I hope things go ok, but I'm quite nervous about everything going awry.
The plan is to break my waters first. Then wait and see of pictocin is needed. My concern is that my cervix is still posterior and that the baby's head is slightly cocked to the side (looking up). I'm going to need a lot of luck for 1) the contractions to start and keep going and 2) the baby's head to engage correctly so that I don't end up with a C-section.
A C-section is terrifying for me because I have severe allergies to nearly every pain med known. This means that I will have no relief from the surgery pain afterwards. Having been through gallbladder surgery last year with no pain meds, I know full well how awful it will be...I don't know if I will be able to handle it mentally, emotionally, of physically. Especially since I will not have any help from family afterwards. Only DH will be around to "help" - and while he's a great father and husband, he's not exactly the most selfless and nurturing man, especially when he's sleep deprived from the new baby and our 4 year old with special needs.
Please send
or prayers our way. 

I'm 42 weeks and the OB has finally scheduled the induction for tomorrow. Luckily I have a doula, and DH and my mom will be there too. I hope things go ok, but I'm quite nervous about everything going awry.
The plan is to break my waters first. Then wait and see of pictocin is needed. My concern is that my cervix is still posterior and that the baby's head is slightly cocked to the side (looking up). I'm going to need a lot of luck for 1) the contractions to start and keep going and 2) the baby's head to engage correctly so that I don't end up with a C-section.
A C-section is terrifying for me because I have severe allergies to nearly every pain med known. This means that I will have no relief from the surgery pain afterwards. Having been through gallbladder surgery last year with no pain meds, I know full well how awful it will be...I don't know if I will be able to handle it mentally, emotionally, of physically. Especially since I will not have any help from family afterwards. Only DH will be around to "help" - and while he's a great father and husband, he's not exactly the most selfless and nurturing man, especially when he's sleep deprived from the new baby and our 4 year old with special needs.
Please send
or prayers our way. 







Would your doc consider inducing with cervadil gel before breaking your water? That is the plan I'm working on with my doc because I'm so worried about being on the clock once they break water.



Sending you good labor vibes.