Hi, can I come join you?
I was feeling like this last cycle was the last one I could handle - it's been too hard on me emotionally, on my relationship - and I was ready to move to adoption. We've been trying for over a year with an early loss on our very first cycle. Well, this last cycle was a chemical, and I guess that was just enough hope for me to feel like I can go for another few cycles.
My partner and I are trying with a known donor who lives in Iceland, so that's making the logistics of everything difficult and expensive. We are looking into freezing his sperm but AFAIK we still can't ship it, so I'll go get it in Aug probably, and hopefully time for a fresh cycle while I'm there. We've done two cycles with him, one we flew there, the last cycle he flew here. About the same cost as a month with frozen donor sperm!Name:
1st take home babyCD:
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April 2009Plan for this Cycle:
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Mine is booooooring these days since my therm broke and the one I got to replace it sux so I'm not using it.Thoughts:
How do relationships ever survive the TTC process? I mean, I'm not really worried about mine, but it's definitely the hardest thing we've ever had to deal with together, and it makes me feel so fragile.