Weekend Wrap-Up and New Member Introduction
Name: DextersGirl - Christi Johnson
TTC #: 2
DPO (if applicable): Only God Knows
Testing: No way. I have broken my addiction to POAS.
Trying Since: October, 2006
Plan for this Cycle: No plan...basically not hoping anymore...but I am hoping to one day be surprised
Link to Chart (if applicable): n/a
Thoughts: For the most part, I don't think about it, but when I do, it REALLY hurts. I went to church last Wednesday and found out that one of my dear friends (who married September of 2009) is expecting their first February 2010. I know I smiled and looked halfway normal as I congratulated the soon-to-be grandfather, but I also know that I walked immediately out of church so that no one would see my tears and assume that hubby and I are having troubles or anything else that people assume when they see tears. I didn't realize how much it hurt...so that's that. I pray to conceive, but I also know that God is sovereign. It's just that I am so human...*sigh*
I've been a member for a while, but I stopped posting once I realized it wasn't happening like I wanted.
Mother to: "Annie" (12yrs old)