Here's a post that explains most of it. I don't know what to do. I feel like I might snap at any moment. My life is complete chaos, nothing feels right, my house is a mess, my kids are out-of-control & don't do a damn thing I tell them to.
I'm still struggling to get through the miscarriage mentally & emotionally. I still feel such sadness, I can't think about my baby without crying. I'm pretending to be OK, I have to, otherwise I couldn't function. I absolutely hate going to work, I cry all the time because of the pregnant girl there that's due a few weeks after I was. I hate her with a passion - she has everything I want, and she doesn't even want it. She smokes like a chimney on breaks, eats crappy foods. I won't ever talk to her or look at her again. I wish she'd just shut up & go away. I can't handle it.
I'm not going on drugs again. I feel like a zombie on them. I can't do therapy - no time. I have too much going on to find any time to do that, plus it's a long drive to anywhere, not to mention the expense.
My family is not exactly mentally stable. I have 2 of 5 sisters try to commit suicide; one was a teenager, the other was just months ago. She has 2 little boys that she obviously does not care about.
I'm at a loss as to what to do. I have no one IRL to talk to. DH doesn't understand, he thinks it's over & done with, so I should be fine & quit moping around.
I'm still struggling to get through the miscarriage mentally & emotionally. I still feel such sadness, I can't think about my baby without crying. I'm pretending to be OK, I have to, otherwise I couldn't function. I absolutely hate going to work, I cry all the time because of the pregnant girl there that's due a few weeks after I was. I hate her with a passion - she has everything I want, and she doesn't even want it. She smokes like a chimney on breaks, eats crappy foods. I won't ever talk to her or look at her again. I wish she'd just shut up & go away. I can't handle it.
I'm not going on drugs again. I feel like a zombie on them. I can't do therapy - no time. I have too much going on to find any time to do that, plus it's a long drive to anywhere, not to mention the expense.
My family is not exactly mentally stable. I have 2 of 5 sisters try to commit suicide; one was a teenager, the other was just months ago. She has 2 little boys that she obviously does not care about.
I'm at a loss as to what to do. I have no one IRL to talk to. DH doesn't understand, he thinks it's over & done with, so I should be fine & quit moping around.
