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7/19/10 at 7:29pm
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I am on meds and feel much better than I have felt in a while, but I still have these moments where I just want to run away from my life. I am almost 31, have been married for 12 years have two step children (15/17) 4 bio children (6/3/3/2). My husband works out of town and is only home on the weekend, my 15yr old dss just moved back in with us because he is on probation. Everyone thinks because I live close to my family that I must just have help running out of my ears, but that is not the case. My mother has MS and is bed ridden my dad spends all his free time taking care of her. My MIL works a lot and when she doesn't I don't feel I can leave them with her very much, she seems to have a very short fuse with them after she has been around them for a while and it is worse with my 6 yr old. Not to mention we are a non-smoking house and she will not respect that. My bills are screwed up, just like everyone else, I suppose, I stress over what I can or can't spend what will my husband be mad about. I feel so stressed at times, I just want to run away from my family and all the stress it brings to me. That is a step above how I felt before I was on medication. I haven't found any support groups on-line or anything that fits my situation. Does anyone know of anything that may be helpful to me? I just need an outlet at least.
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