I want a home birth. i'm not due till March but met with the midwives yesterday and set things in motion.
Part of me is worried. I'm a worrier! I had my first two in hospital and really wasn't super happy. my second was much better then my first but I couldn't get out of there fast enough. but In cananda they want to to be there for at least 24 hours after birth.
So with this I'll have a 4 1/2 year old and a 2 1/2 year old around. One cat one dog my husband and hopefully a Doula. I'm hoping my grandma will come so she can help with the boys. but my worries keep lying with the unknown... what if somethng goes wrong? I know they are trained midwives but my medical modle that i grew up with is so ingrained in my mind. but I know in my heart i don't want to be in the hospital again
Part of me is worried. I'm a worrier! I had my first two in hospital and really wasn't super happy. my second was much better then my first but I couldn't get out of there fast enough. but In cananda they want to to be there for at least 24 hours after birth.
So with this I'll have a 4 1/2 year old and a 2 1/2 year old around. One cat one dog my husband and hopefully a Doula. I'm hoping my grandma will come so she can help with the boys. but my worries keep lying with the unknown... what if somethng goes wrong? I know they are trained midwives but my medical modle that i grew up with is so ingrained in my mind. but I know in my heart i don't want to be in the hospital again
