THANK YOU so much girls!!! Omg I don't know what I would do without this board, seriously! Prob have a nervous breakdown.
I haven't had anymore diarrhea today. The reason I got so worried is because I am usually constipated, pregnant or not... I go #2 maybe once every 3 days or so? Sometimes more. Last PG my MW told me that is not normal, but it really is
my normal, you know? So yesterday I finally went #2 and (please forgive me if I gross anyone out but I don't know how else to desribe it) they were like hard pebbles, then last night I felt like I had to go again (strange for me to go twice in one day), and that's when I had the diarrhea. I kept thinking of everything I ate yesterday (bagel with cream cheese, veggie pizza, piece of corn on the cob which was prob a little too old b/c it had no taste, an apple and a 1/3 block of cheddar cheese, and a bottle of Carnation Instant Breakfast (vanilla). Do you think any of these things were the culprit?
My biggest fears are it being something that could hurt the baby. I know listeria is pretty rare. I was just tested for toxo a couple weeks ago (it was neg) and thought about asking to be tested again but I also feel like I am acting like a paranoid lunatic.
Thank you guys for sahring your diarrhea and poo stories.

It really does help to hear about others that have had it and all was fine.
And I promise..... I will talk to my doc about my anxiety! I have always had a tendency to panic, even had 2 full-fledged panic attacks before I had kids. I also have OCD tendencies (used to be worse, even had minor rituals I had to do but I haven't had it like that in a while). It all got worse when my m/c's started happening, I do think there is a definite link.
Thank you again for your kind words and concern.. it means a lot!!