* EDD: April 26
* Name: Blanca (not my real name, but I'm shy)
* Age: 32
* Location: the cradle of presidents
* How long it took to you to get your BFP: 2 cycles, or 14 if you you count my molar pregnancy last year and the imposed wait time of 6 months.
* What number child is this for you: 1!
* Family: DH, 34
* Baby's gender: I'm gonna take a page from Karma's book and say maybe a girl given the early BFP at 9DPO?
* Names you like (& are willing to share): Nothing yet, really. DH has shot down pretty much all my ideas. For a girl, I want to use my grandmother's name, but it sounds weird with DH's last name, which the baby will likely end up with.
*Birth plans/preferences: Ideally, I'd go to a birth center but there are none in my area. I'm torn--I really like my OB. She supported me through my loss and seems pretty open minded. But she practices at a hospital and there is a great group of homebirth midwives in my area, so I don't know.
* Anything else you'd like to share: Really struggling with anxiety. This has always been an issue with me but because of the molar pregnancy I am approaching this pregnancy with a lot more fear of getting too attached. At the same time, I have felt good and positive about this cycle from the day after O--I had a feeling it would be our month and it was, so I'm trying to trust my instinct that says this one is going to be okay. Deep breaths.
* Name: Blanca (not my real name, but I'm shy)
* Age: 32
* Location: the cradle of presidents
* How long it took to you to get your BFP: 2 cycles, or 14 if you you count my molar pregnancy last year and the imposed wait time of 6 months.
* What number child is this for you: 1!
* Family: DH, 34
* Baby's gender: I'm gonna take a page from Karma's book and say maybe a girl given the early BFP at 9DPO?
* Names you like (& are willing to share): Nothing yet, really. DH has shot down pretty much all my ideas. For a girl, I want to use my grandmother's name, but it sounds weird with DH's last name, which the baby will likely end up with.
*Birth plans/preferences: Ideally, I'd go to a birth center but there are none in my area. I'm torn--I really like my OB. She supported me through my loss and seems pretty open minded. But she practices at a hospital and there is a great group of homebirth midwives in my area, so I don't know.
* Anything else you'd like to share: Really struggling with anxiety. This has always been an issue with me but because of the molar pregnancy I am approaching this pregnancy with a lot more fear of getting too attached. At the same time, I have felt good and positive about this cycle from the day after O--I had a feeling it would be our month and it was, so I'm trying to trust my instinct that says this one is going to be okay. Deep breaths.












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