Well... a woman said to me just now at work...
"Soooo are you pregnant?"
"Oh cuz I was wondering... if you were just getting fat or if you were pregnant. When are you due?"
Me (in my head... I want to punch you) *smile* "I'm 10 weeks away from my due date."
"Oh wow... your belly isn't that big"
"ya... ha..ha...ha" (In my head...STOP LOOKING AT MY BELLY! GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME WOMAN!)
Ugh. I mean I think it was just rude the way she asked me and she went on about how I was looking fat... Uh.. thanks! Grrrrrrrrrr. I don't have that perfect model preggo body... thanks for the reminder.
4 more weeks and I get to be at home. I seriously hate my job right now. Did I mention I work in a weight loss facility/gym? Yeah... not fun when your preggo. Also I get so sick of people asking...
"How's the baby" ... my response "Idk we don't talk much"
And everyone's favorite (I'm asked between 5-10x a day!) "How are you feeling?"
I mean I understand that they are being nice, but I get frustrated because I want to shout..
"I feel like sh*t today. I got 5 hours of sleep. I'm having to deal with clients asking me how I'm feeling all day long. I'm overwhelmed and stressed out. I'm already tired today and then I'll go home and I'll have my very energetic toddler to deal with. I don't care about why you ate a cookie. I don't care that your knees are hurting you. I just don't care. So... how am I feeling? Like a grouchy b*tch! Now go away!"
Instead... "Oh.. ya know... pregnant." or "Oh fine" or when I don't have the energy to say anything because I'm just sick of being asked so much... ".... *shrug & smile then act very busy*..."
This pregnancy I am having a very hard time being around people. I'm even am not liking people that I typically enjoy being around. My family I'm ok with, my good friends I'm ok with, my partner and our daughter I'm totally ok around (well most days. lol)... pretty much anyone else not related or close to me... I hate being around. My job is all about helping people and caring for their needs... I just can't take that right now. I don't care and I don't want to be helpful. Ekkkk! I'm not usually like this so I'll blame my hormones. I just can't stand listening to other people's problems when I have a ton of my own. It's overwhelming and... well ok... I need to stop complaining. Good news is I have 4 weeks of this left!