Such a warm welcome thank you all!!

Hey it is great to receive such a warm welcome from all of you girls!!
weeeeeee
My first is 2 and a half years old
he was born at home with a midwife and all was quite splendid i just felt a little intruded by the lady ,well although she was very professional and kind ,in away i felt quite uncomfortable so i pushed quite hard and too many times and so eventually i ended up with 15 stitches...yaooch...
i talked to my husband about 3 months ago (i am now at the 32 week for my pregnancy) that i do wish it would be only Kyo (our son) him and myself of course receiving the new baby to the world.
he is a little spooked of the possibility i might get teared again so i am working quite hard trying to convince him that it doesn't necessarily have to happen again.
thank you for bearing this with me girls
thank you for your time
Orro