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Originally Posted by chicoandthemama 
I think it's one of the great ironies of pregnancy that in the absence of morning sickness, we'd feel better if we were suffering. I was not able to enjoy and appreciate my symptom free first trimester this time around, with so much worrying about miscarriage. The only advice I have is what my midwife said to me in her very grandmotherly tone, "I'm sure there's plenty to do in your life, focus on what's in front of you now.". That got me through weeks of waiting for my first US at 9 weeks. It's the best time to practice Be Here Now.
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After reading this thread today I have been laughing at myself for being so focused on not having the morning sickness. Indeed it is the ONE thing that I am freaked about not having ~ but of course, when I did have it I was so miserable I couldn't lift my head. I have been so focused (seriously girls) that every time I wipe after going pee I am searching for any trace of blood (super freak).
Long story but my DS is 4 1/2 years old and I have long wanted another baby. The economy tanked and our ability to afford maternity insurance did as well ~ so when we were TTC I was always so freaked that I would never get pregnant that just the day before I was supposed to start I was convinced I wasn't pregnant to the point I had a fight with DH. Then low and behold I tested positive 2 days later (

)! Now that I have tested positive I have taken 2 more tests just to make sure...and FINALLY today I have told myself to relax and let go and enjoy the ride of what will probably be my last pregnancy.
Thanks girls for helping me over the hurdle in my way of doing so.

Just one more week until I get those first little pictures and know that all is okay.