another friend pregnant

[missme]

I just found out that another friend is pregnant. She got pregnant on the first try with fresh known-donor sperm at-home self-insem.

I feel like I'm going to throw up. And not in a good, early symptoms kind of way. More like I wish I was dead.

Know what I mean?

I'm on my 15th insem. Next I try IVF. I've spent about 9000 $ on sperm so far. Time to re-mortgage my house.

Thanks for listening, women who know how it feels. We gotta love each other.

[lesliesara63]

That's always tough to hear. Even when its someone you are happy for, the jealousy is still there.

[lifeguard]

It's so hard to be happy for her isn't it?! I hope you fall pregnant soon.

[~AA~]

I am sorry. I completely understand how you are feeling though.
We have been TTC for 30 months & it seems like everyone I know is getting pregnant. Most of them not even trying!
My sister got pregnant only 1 month into TTC! It really isn't fair & it is really hard to put on a brave face sometimes.
I hope you get your bean soon!