It just sunk in. Hubby might miss this birth. He leaves on the 18th. I'm due the 29th. His command won't fly him back until after baby is born but they can't leave him behind to stay for the birth itself if it doesn't happen already before they leave. I don't finish my short schedule for hypnobabies until the week before he leaves. I'll just be 37 weeks at that time. He leaves when I'm in the middle of my 38th week. I know that I could go before he leaves, but I also could go after he leaves. Not knowing is what is stressing me. I'm having absolutely NO signs! All those BH's stopped when he came home. I don't want to have this baby alone. Family can't fly down for this baby. They've already said a few months ago they weren't going to be able to come. Which, at the time, I was okay with. I'm still okay with that. I only wanted it to be me and DH. So now it could be just me.
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9/28/10 at 6:17pm