30-something mamas TTC #2 or more - October - Page 11

[callieollie]

Ugh. I'm having a rough day. I just got off the phone with my SIL who told me she is pregnant. I am so happy for her but it's so hard knowing that she got pregnant the first month she tried and I've been trying for 10. She's been saying for months that she can't wait to start ttc but wanted to wait until her dd was a little over a year (she's 14 months). I started trying when she was 4 months and I never in a million years imagined she would be pregnant before I was. I thought I'd have a baby by now. In fact, this Friday was the due date for the baby I miscarried. So I'm just having a pity part for myself today.

[kismetbaby]

Originally Posted by callieollie

Ugh. I'm having a rough day. I just got off the phone with my SIL who told me she is pregnant. I am so happy for her but it's so hard knowing that she got pregnant the first month she tried and I've been trying for 10. She's been saying for months that she can't wait to start ttc but wanted to wait until her dd was a little over a year (she's 14 months). I started trying when she was 4 months and I never in a million years imagined she would be pregnant before I was. I thought I'd have a baby by now. In fact, this Friday was the due date for the baby I miscarried. So I'm just having a pity part for myself today.

That's so hard. . .

[Tulpen88]

callieollie - It is so hard to watch other people get pregnant easily while you struggle to conceive. I completely understand that, believe me. I'm sure it's even harder with the due date of your angel baby coming up. Be gentle with yourself this week and know that we are all here for you.

EllyMay - Nice chart! I wish my temps would go up like that. I guess I am lucky that DH will get a SA. I think it's only fair since my next step is an HSG. At least a SA is non-invasive.

Mollie - I need to go stalk your chart, even though I'm not sure if you get up quite this early....

AFM - I had some pink spotting this morning. Boo. I really don't care that much, but I do find it a little annoying. I can't help but wonder if it's physically possible for my body NOT to spot.

I woke up wide-awake at 5:00, so I took advantage of the quiet time to have a cup of coffee, send a long email to my sister, check Facebook, etc. It's been pretty nice.

[Mama~Love]

callieollie - I'm so sorry you're having a rotten day . I totally get what you're feeling, my would-be-EDD is coming up in a little over a month. We've been TTC for almost a year (took my first Provera pill Nov. 17th of last year).

Callie - glad you're having a nice morning. That's why I try to get up early, so I can have a few moments of alone time.

AFM - temp up today, will start POASing obsessively today. Had a BFP dream last night. I was in a hospital for something (no idea what), using a FRER, and there were two lines, but they were all crooked, and then they ended up speling "HIM". I have no idea what that means! Weird!

[Mama~Love]

Tested again - BFN.

[tjjazzy]

callieollie and mamalove -

found out last night that one of my friends is pregnant. very happy for her but i really wanted to join her this month.

[tjjazzy]

Originally Posted by Mama~Love

Had a BFP dream last night. I was in a hospital for something (no idea what), using a FRER, and there were two lines, but they were all crooked, and then they ended up speling "HIM". I have no idea what that means! Weird!

i dreamt about zombies LOL wonder what the heck THAT is a sign of?!

[Tulpen88]

Mollie - Sorry about the BFN... I'm holding out hope that you'll get a BFP in the next few days.

[Mama~Love]

Originally Posted by tjjazzy

i dreamt about zombies LOL wonder what the heck THAT is a sign of?!

That's a bit weird.

I also want to give you a lot of 's.