Wow, I never thought of that but I'm sure I have that as well. I had a breast reduction and knew I would have issues BFing DD, but I still feel like I have so much unresolved emotion. It seems like some people on MDC are so pro-breastfeeding that it can be hurtful to someone who wanted to but can't breastfeed. But on the other hand, most people I meet don't understand how sad I feel about not BFing. They say that I tried and should feel fine, besides, it's fine to use formula.
Now I'm BFing DS and while it's going so much better, I already feel like it's the beginning of the end. The other day I was trying to nurse him using the SNS, and he wouldn't take it, and I just broke down. I don't want to wean him, but nothing is working. Why does no one else understand how I feel?
Anyway, I wanted to let you know that other people feel this way. I'm sorry you can't find a supportive therapist. I'm just starting back in therapy myself, and I have yet to see what my therapist thinks about my BFing issues.