warning: big whiny thread.
I am not doing good. I am 21 weeks, my pregnancy is going well..I feel okay, other than only sleeping literally 4 hours a night.I dont like sleeping in the day, I have so much to do so I only try to sleep at night. So I am constantly tired.I am gaining wayyyyyyyy to much weight in my opinion, dr says its great but I feel and look gigantic. I am depressed about my weight. Dh just started a new job and he is gone 10 hours a day, we need the money but I am all alone. He is also dealing with the public and works with males(in sales) and he tells me that they are married and talk about women customers all day long how hot someone is etc, which makes me feel GREAT, even though dh is not participating I guess he is at least noticing them. I feel like sh$t at home, growing huge, no ankles and he is all dressed up gone all day long. I am super hormonal right now and told dh i wanted him to leave me and find someone else who looks better than me.This of course is ridiculous but I just feel like curling in a bed and staying away from everything until I can get skinny again. I am not not happy. Then I am having a hard time thinking of the twins and how am I going to cope and I will be isolated and stuck inside with babies and never get to have a life again. No work for me, no school, nothing.
Im just on a pity potty. My boobs are up from C cups to DDs......they are disgusting and huge. I hurt all the time from round ligament. I am ashamed of my body and I hate everything right now. Thanks for letting me vent!
I am not doing good. I am 21 weeks, my pregnancy is going well..I feel okay, other than only sleeping literally 4 hours a night.I dont like sleeping in the day, I have so much to do so I only try to sleep at night. So I am constantly tired.I am gaining wayyyyyyyy to much weight in my opinion, dr says its great but I feel and look gigantic. I am depressed about my weight. Dh just started a new job and he is gone 10 hours a day, we need the money but I am all alone. He is also dealing with the public and works with males(in sales) and he tells me that they are married and talk about women customers all day long how hot someone is etc, which makes me feel GREAT, even though dh is not participating I guess he is at least noticing them. I feel like sh$t at home, growing huge, no ankles and he is all dressed up gone all day long. I am super hormonal right now and told dh i wanted him to leave me and find someone else who looks better than me.This of course is ridiculous but I just feel like curling in a bed and staying away from everything until I can get skinny again. I am not not happy. Then I am having a hard time thinking of the twins and how am I going to cope and I will be isolated and stuck inside with babies and never get to have a life again. No work for me, no school, nothing.
Im just on a pity potty. My boobs are up from C cups to DDs......they are disgusting and huge. I hurt all the time from round ligament. I am ashamed of my body and I hate everything right now. Thanks for letting me vent!
