Postive Thoughts Needed :( UPDATE 11/14 now to wait for chromosome testing - Page 4

[Mamatoabunch]

I am so sorry mama.

[Tumble Bumbles]

We were all thinking of you mama. I'm so sorry.

[sarahmck]

Oh no. I'm so so sorry. I'm also confused. I thought you had a measurable baby just a few days ago? How could you have nothing today? I had a missed miscarriage where the baby died at 8 weeks and it was still there but deteriorating until 15 weeks. At 15 weeks you could still see it on the ultrasound, no problem (and then I miscarried). How can yours just be gone from one day to the next? How many weeks were you?

I'll be thinking of you.

[buckeye_mama]

I am so, so sorry Kami

[SoCaliMommy]

I agree it has me stumped also. Since almost a wk ago there was a baby measuring 6wks roughly. very wierd.
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I should be 8wks, He didn't really move it around much to look around.

I know with my missed m/c at 10wks the baby somehow measure 6wks the rude midwife did the measuring then a week later at 11wks i started bleeding and went to the ER and they measured it at 8wks. I didn't fully m/c that baby til when i would had been 13wks along and it was like labor lots of cramping.

[mama_daba]

so sorry mama

[JosieAK]

I'm sorry. I was so hoping for good things for you. Hang in there and take care of yourself.

[buckeye_mama]

Originally Posted by SoCaliMommy

I agree it has me stumped also. Since almost a wk ago there was a baby measuring 6wks roughly. very wierd.
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I should be 8wks, He didn't really move it around much to look around.

I know with my missed m/c at 10wks the baby somehow measure 6wks the rude midwife did the measuring then a week later at 11wks i started bleeding and went to the ER and they measured it at 8wks. I didn't fully m/c that baby til when i would had been 13wks along and it was like labor lots of cramping.

you know, that IS weird...hmmm...maybe they didn't look around enough?? that does seem odd that they would find NOTHING after seeing a baby a week ago...I was 10 1/2 weeks when we found out about our missed m/c (miscarried at 11+2), baby measuring roughly 6 1/2 weeks...so if there was already a baby there, it shouldn't have disappeared completely...

[SoCaliMommy]

Still waiting on the beta results to come in. i keep refreshing my email hoping to see a email from kaiser saying i have new lab results.

[BHappy]

oh mama, this is horrible.

it is so hard to lose a baby, and to have all of this confusion makes it so much harder. i'm just so sorry you are having to go through this.

i really hope your beta results show something clearly.

[SoCaliMommy]

15483.0 it's went up since the draw last week was 11047.0

[elisheva]

I'm so sorry, SoCaliMommy. You and your family are in my thoughts.

[tashantx]

I'm so sorry mama.

[tashantx]

Originally Posted by SoCaliMommy

15483.0 it's went up since the draw last week was 11047.0

isn't that a good thing? I've heard doubling is standard but rising is still good right?

[SoCaliMommy]

I'm assuming so. I sent a email to the dr i saw this morning, saying i saw my lab results and it went up since the last draw and was wondering what the next step is, now to wait to hear back from him.

[Smokering]

Oh, what a horrible ride you're on right now. I'm sorry, and still hoping you get a miracle here! Your results are weirdly ambiguous, aren't they?

[SoCaliMommy]

Yes they are, it's frustrating to be told it's over with a beta that is still rising.

[sagewinna]

I'm sorry you are going through this!

[SoCaliMommy]

The dr just called me saying even though it went up it didn't go up in the way they expected to see and he still thinks it will end in a miscarriage and said to stop the progesterone that i'm taking.i'm thinking of just using the rest of what's in the bottle and then stopping it. there isn't much left in the bottle.

[finnegansmom]

I'm so so sorry, i've been following your story and crossing my fingers for you.
We were in the nursing TTC thread together, before and after my loss earlier this year.
I was so happy to see you graduate. My thoughts are with you.
I hope you get a definative answer soon.