they suspect i've got a C.diff infection, which is common after a couple rounds of antibiotics.. sigh. so i'm on yet ANOTHER antibiotic from that.
and now, i'm throwing up. i don't know why. it's bad enough i'm not holding onto my daily meds long enough to absorb them thanks to the diarrhea (i take anticonvulsants and antidepressants daily), i'm also not really able to eat. keeping up with fluids is a challenge. i'm not actually hungry because really.. when your whole system is in reject mode, who wants to eat? but i NEED to eat because i don't want this baby to have problems!
i totally don't know what to do. i'm still peeing on occasion (every 4-6 hours.. normally i pee every 1-2 hours) so i don't think i need to go to the hospital for IV fluids yet. but this totally sucks, i'm at a loss, and i'm feeling very sorry for myself at this point.