my sister was killed when i was walking with her - Page 2

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[Viola]

I'm so sorry.

[rubyeta]

Originally Posted by Cutie Patootie

I am so very sorry. We are here for you if you need to talk or just vent. I can' imagine what you are feeling. PTSD in and of itself is hard enough on top of the deep grief. Is there someone who can give you a day or two of relief, just to relax and give yourself some time? Maybe even a mother's helper to get your over this grief exhaustion?

you are so right, that is just what i need. A day or two of relief. I just have to figure out how to get it. The people that "get it" are mostly my immediate family and they are devistated too. Seems like a huge effort to find someone to help me.
Right now, I feel so numb and am just going through the motions of daily life.

One thing that I can say is THANK HEAVENS FOR MY CHILDREN!!!! The 2 younger ones are young enough that they dont understand and are just little bubbles of joy floating around needing my constant care.
I have to go take care of them right now.....

[sg784]

Originally Posted by raelize

i lost my brother in march of this year. i know how hard it is. i still can't believe that he doesn't exist anymore, that i will never again see his face, that i can't reach out and touch him, that i can't call him.

i am so sorry you are going through this. there are only two people who mean more to me than him,(they are my kids) and i miss him so much.

i hope you start to move to a place of peace. i am sending you lots of love. i am so so sorry.

I could have written this. I lost my brother april of 08. Still doesnt feel real.