post #21 of 24
11/3/10 at 3:39pm
I am so very sorry. We are here for you if you need to talk or just vent. I can' imagine what you are feeling. PTSD in and of itself is hard enough on top of the deep grief. Is there someone who can give you a day or two of relief, just to relax and give yourself some time? Maybe even a mother's helper to get your over this grief exhaustion?
i lost my brother in march of this year. i know how hard it is. i still can't believe that he doesn't exist anymore, that i will never again see his face, that i can't reach out and touch him, that i can't call him.
i am so sorry you are going through this. there are only two people who mean more to me than him,(they are my kids) and i miss him so much.
i hope you start to move to a place of peace. i am sending you lots of love. i am so so sorry.