Yay for making it in to reply before there are 20 unread posts?! :lol
Originally Posted by LionessMom
Thanks everybody for the suggestions.
valerie- thinking of you today.
the more i google the more sad i get. one of the doctors i talked to yesterday made me feel bad for reading stuff on the internet and then telling them what i read. sigh
Well that's because doctors are GOD .. geez didn't you know that??? Seriously though, doctors resent the internet in a lot of cases because it makes patients proactive and able to be more educated in their healthcare... MOST docs want a patient that will shut up, take their pill, and pay their bill. My FIL had the same thing with his stomach condition years ago... about 10yrs actually... a family member who was net savvy helped him look up the symptoms and he read about this 'new' diagnosis that seemed very similar to his problem. TOld the doc, who acted like he was a fool for reading on the net... but dad insisted he do the test.. lo & behold, positive for heliobacter pylori. Which was exactly what dad read :lol
Originally Posted by Valerie.Qc
Mom passed away last night...
I didn't have much sleep... Still feel numb. Almost as a dreamy state. Everything looks and feels different. Even my coffee doesn't taste the same...
Trying to keep touch with reality by doing chores...
:hugs Valerie I wish I had wise words..
Morning mamas... it's a grey, dreary day here :) Hope it actually rains finally. Feeling a bit zonked.. woke up at 1am when lucas had a bad dream... again at 2 when he said he wasn't feeling well and dh found him in the lounge, watching cartoons and.. eating toast! LOL Derrick was still up at 2, despite today being his usual day to work with daim I swear, I'm gonna have to shut that boys net off at night. Either way, was a rather pathetic attempt at a night's sleep.
I'm trying to feel more in tune spiritually because with all the stress in my life, I surely need it! So, this morning I've had a cleansing shower.. visualizing the stress and ICK washing away with the water down the drain. I then sat where my TM is and spent a few moments focusing on that... then I lit my altar candles (one for a the neice of a friend who's seriously ill, one for Valeries mother to journey safely on, and one focusing on getting a JOB for me :) Now I sit here, with a cuppa, worshipping the Goddess Caffienia hehehe