naawww.... thanks . Not so much will power as a strong desire not to be devastated all over again. It was a pretty sh*tty week.... walked into the staffroom and saw that someone had written "S's having a baby morning tea" on our breakdown for Friday. I am so completely happy for her - they've been trying since just before they got married in April.... but after my latest early m/c last month - well, I guess I wasn't as over it as I thought I was. And it's dumb, really - because I'm (apparently) an "ice queen".... I don't get emotional. Not ever (my mother hates that about me... lol).
Anyway, yesterday afternoon and this morning I had some light spotting (light - as in I had to go find it...). I think it's a little heavier now, but not much. We'll see if it develops into anything I guess. It's very odd for me to be this late.... but I really don't think I'm in with any kind of chance this month. I think my cycle is just screwed up this month for some reason. Actually I think my hormones might be screwed up too - which might explain why I've been feeling "almost ill" for the last couple of weeks.
And I would love to be threadkeeper - but I'm going to have to wait a couple of weeks until I've finished performances and writing reports.... I'm sure there's someone else who could do with the threadkeeper's luck more than I do at the moment.
ETA: the witch stopped tapping at the door and just came barging through uninvited this afternoon (what was I saying about threadkeeper's luck? lol). So CD1 for me - and here's to a fresh and fertile reproductive month (AND my DH is not going away this month, so no stressing about timing!!!! Woohoo!!!) with a new prenatal and Vitex.
DS sat on my lap this afternoon to give me a cuddle, and just came out with "Mum, why aren't you pregnant yet?" Sigh. I'm trying honey, really I am.
Edited by musicoholic - 11/28/10 at 12:53am