I'm scared now. I'm a single mama, with no family around, although my ex is nearby and he loves our ds. I have sole custody (he has great visitation, and does babysit for me when I need him to - which is awesome and totally helpful and totally needed).
But here's the thing. He's working, and I won't have childcare in between semesters. AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That means, from Dec. 17th - Jan 18th I will have ZERO childcare! My ex will have ds the week of x-mas-new years (per custody order), which will help, and my cousin might come for a week - but what do I do????
How can I study if I don't have childcare??? I can't afford a nanny!
Please reassure me that I can do it! I'm TERRIFIED! If I don't pass the first time, then I probably won't be able to secure employment until I DO pass, and if I don't pass in Feb, I won't find out about the July bar until November!
Umm....I'm scared now.