I need help. I can't sleep. This whole week I have had one decent night and the rest have been about 3 hours of decent sleep. I am so tired I want to crawl in a hole and die. I don't get a chance to nap- partly from being so busy helping DH finish up with farm stuff for the fall and partly from having 3 little ones who can really only watch so much little bear while mama rests. I am now sick. I have the worst sore throat and ear ache that only feels better while I am drinking super hot tea and honey. And I am crabby. My baby just will not be still- although he did finally move to head down from frank breech yesterday. But the baby wakes me up every night with his dance revolution.
My midwife thinks I am 39 weeks. And I tell you what. If I don't get some sleep before having this baby- I will not survive. I am barely functioning now. I need something to make me sleep. Tonight I drank a huge mug of chamomille tea and honey and I still barely slept 3 hours.