I am so exhausted!! My DS is almost 12 mo now. He does eat some small amounts of solid food, but mostly he would rather nurse. I would say at least 90% of his intake is BM, and he nurses frequently through the day, which I am totally fine with.
We had just barely, FINALLY got on a decent bedtime routine/sleep schedule a few weeks ago. Now this week all of a sudden, he is back to night waking every 2 hrs or so to nurse. And its not sleepy nursing, which I would also be fine with because I can sleep through that, it is vigorous, serious nursing, which keeps me awake. He seems to be asleep though this, but every time I try to pull away or pop him off ( we do the NCSS ) he panics, and his eyes fly open, and he flails his arms and gasps... I give him back the breast and he resumes his vigorous nursing, and its almost in a panic, relief sort of way...
If he needs this extra milk, then he needs it. But I am SOOOO tired. I dont think I have had any deep sleep at all for the past week, and I feel like I am functioning in a fog. My DH works a 12 hr night shift, so he cant watch DS for me during the day. I dont even really know what I need right now.. advice, or just someone to tell me its normal and ok, and it will get better ![]()






