This is my feeling, but I think I am going to try.Â
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As for other options, my previous pg was with a midwife, but in Japan they are considered birth assistants and are not allowed to do anything remotely 'medical' (aside from taking blood pressure and the like. You have to see an OB for your monthly/weekly ultrasound in conjunction with midwifery care.) My midwife was so unsupportive in the last weeks of my pg when I refused an unmonitered external version at 36.5 weeks (breech baby) and told me I would NEVER give birth vaginally once I had my c section. I felt like she was relieved more than anything once I went to a hospital and was out of her care. She is the ONLY midwife in my city.
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So we will see how my appt goes this week. I was promised a referral to a university hospital for a VBAC right after my csection for my next pg, but now that I am actually coming back expecting them to make good on their promise, I have very little hope.
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Starting to look into UBAC and feeling more and more like this is what will happen and what I want.