My ability to focus on work has been pretty much gone for months. What is going on? Has this ever happened to you? A health issue? A "just snap out of it and stop being lazy" issue?
I work from home (not for myself, for someone else's company), so I do have distractions. I can, say, sit on MDC all day and it's not like my boss will see. And I can't say that procrastination is a new thing for me.
But I don't feel good about this. I really, truly, sincerely am grateful for my job. I have it great. I think this every day - yet why can't I show my gratitude in the way that I obviously should, by doing a great job?
Not to mention, my inability to focus is not good for my family. What if I get fired? What if my procrastination costs us some business?
I really want to be a good, productive person. And yet my mind just feels like Jello.