I felt differently with each mc. With #1 I was blinsided. I had no idea. MC was something that happened to other people. (You know, the ones who don't take care of themselevs). #2 was a shock, because well, it couldn't happen twice in a row. The doc had assured me it was a fluke thing. #2 left me with a renewed sense of optimism and determination to have another baby. With the first two I was pissed!
Strangely... #3 was the most emotionally draining. I really felt like th air/life had been drained out of me. I knew something was wrong from the beginning and I cried every day for the entire pregnancy (That one only lasted 7 weeks, the other two were 12wks). They also seemed to differ physically. #1 was the worst and then on down the line until this past month's chemical. That was easy. Either that or I'm getting desensitized to the whole mess.
I have been desensitized to the whole TTC business. enigo, maybe we will end up in the same DDC with sticky babies
(I am trying so hard to be an optimist)
I forgot to ask, where are you in this cycle? I am confused by my temps, wondering if it is my thermometer.
I am 10 dpo. I tested this morning (even though I swore I wouldn't test at all this cycle, much less this early) and I can't tell if I think I see something.
What about you?