I wake up thrilled and even a little surprised to have a baby! It's like I keep waking up expecting it to be a dream. I wanted her for so so long, I can't believe we actually made a person. Am I the only one who is still weepy when I think about it?
When I first got pregnant I was so scared. Babies don't fix relationships and DH and I were teetering on an edge. He was so attentive to my needs while I was pregnant and he's such a loving daddy. I catch him gazing while I nurse Lila. He thanks me for taking such cuch good care of his baby. Like I'm really doing him a favor. She really has brought us (and our family unit) closer together.