I"ve been dealing with known hormone problems since at least the middle of this year when I was diagnosed with lactational atrophic vaginitis. Now after several weeks of fatigue and mysterious joint pain that started a few days ago I went to a new doc. After being very interested in my hormone issues she very quickly found a very small bump on my thyroid. Now I don't yet know what has caused this. I'm currently undergoing tests and I'm sure a trip to the endocrinologist is in the works. But right now at least the most probable solution seems to be hypothyroidism at this point, it may or may not be long term. It's possible that this is related to my having problems conceiving dd however I went on to carry and deliver her with no problems.
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While I delivered dd at the hospital with no problems I was assaulted by the chief of obstetrics at the hospital, he lied to get me to okay a manual removal of the placenta, the only reason for which was to get him out of the delivery room as fast as possible. He did this with no pain medication and the whole thing resulted in me having PTSD and many nightmares and sleepless nights. I also know of at least 3 other women this was done to by various doctors at this hospital. Unfortunately there are only 3 hospitals that deliver in my area, 2 I will absolutely not deliver in and the 3rd doesn't sound so great either.
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I CAN NOT deliver at this hospital again, and I'm VERY leary of delivering at any hospital, especially the less then stellar ones around here. Obviously my DH and I need to wait until my hormones are figured out and we weren't going to try for a little while yet anyway but are controlled thyroid problems a reason for risking out of a homebirth?Â
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I know I'm speaking in generalities right now but we wanted another baby so bad and on top of being scared of what is wrong with me I"m worried I wont' get my homebirth.Â












